Yesterday my best friend tried setting me up with some guy that she knew because for a while i’ve looked at relationships and been envious of all of the cute couples. I was driving in my car and just thinking. I thought about my life now and the ways i want to change it. I thought really hard about it and realized i love my life the way it is and i don’t want to change one thing about it. I like being independent and not relying on anybody but myself. It took me SO long to realize that everything in life should come naturally and that in the meanwhile just be happy with who you are and the life you live. After i realized this i looked in the mirror and for the first time didn’t hate what i saw because i gained confidence just by realizing that i love my life. I will never wish for something i don’t have again because my life is perfect and i want things in my life to fall into place by themselves. I have gone 17 years without a boyfriend or a first kiss and i don’t mind, theres nothing wrong with me i just haven’t met the right person yet and when i do i know it will be well worth the wait.